Don't I Deserve Things?

February 2 2017.

Today I eliminated a number of items from my spring wish list.

Certainly a good direction to move in.

I'm not sure if much more will get eliminated, but to be honest there isn't much left to arrive.

Now I just need to start saving up for things.

I did get the ball rolling on my taxes, so hopefully that should be some degree of some money back.

I'll probably put most of that towards my credit cards though.

When I was looking at my W2 I noticed that this year wasn't as successful as last year, which would explain why I wasn't as on top of my credit cards as I normally am.

I even spent less money than last year, I think.

I guess I'm not certain about that, but I'm pretty sure.  I certainly got way fewer items of clothing than I did last year.

Why can't I just work hard, and everything be paid for?

It's not like I live alone, or go on vacations constantly, or eat at fancy places all the time, or spend any money on alcohol.

I'm a good person!  I deserve basic things to live!

Like why should I not be able to get a pair of Thom Brown shark bite pants?  Or who's to say I don't deserve a sushi dinner at Sushi Nakazawa?

Tell me!

Until Tomorrow.